2003-02-18 - 12:06 p.m.

sometimes its easier for me to write about the things that I can see, touch, taste and smell than to tackle the complex world of my emotions.

I mean being hungry or tired are not things that are difficult for me to understand or face; but being lonely, angry, sad or depressed can be. when I am angry or depressed I hate it - but that's not an issue when I'm tired or hungry. When I am tired, I just need to sleep; and when I'm hungry I just need to eat. but when I'm depressed, sometimes I don't even know what I need. and oh that can be annoying at times....

also when I'm depressed that brings on a whole new set of emotions.... anger, loneliness, regret.... theyre all mixed in with the depression... and the depression alone is enough to bear, why does it come with all this baggage??? or maybe it comes fromt the baggage, I dunno. all I know is depression sucks - it really does.

depression sucks!!! alright, there I said it - I feel better already....

so adios my diary, I will return later...

goodbye for now,

~ me

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